The Intro.

16^th Oct 2018.

Hi there,
Zidnie is taking over.

You might be wondering, who on earth Zidnie is so she can write things on the famous Fahmi Habibi’s blog. LOL.

This story will describe who am I. Just read through.

I am an ordinary girl. Was living in the land down under, pursued her dreams; taking master school and wandering along. Was not believe on the long distance love nor the marriage by only split seconds of knowing each other.

Then, somebody from the past showed. He unexpectedly came, the one that I knew from the past. It’s been 6 years for us, from the first (and yet the last) time we met.

I saw him as a long lost friend. We frequently talked, had chit-chat, or even just had a random discussion. We did it all by phone, and it was always at midnight in Australia. Cause you know, the time difference between his place, Hungary with Perth, Australia is 6 hours.

We almost talked about everything. The plans, the future, the past, the food recipe or even the gossip. But nope, we never talked about our own feelings nor love. We were friends. A long lost friend. That’s all.

I saw him objectively. I said “I will never, never, have a feeling to you”. I am not the type of girl who easily loving someone. I am a calculated logical systematic well thought person. You name it. In sum, I conclude based on evidence. I will love when my brain said yes, not my heart’s talk.  

However, it turns out that I am the first one who had a feeling to him. I realized I love him after several weeks in contact. This is why, you should careful with your word, human. I love his attitude, his way of thinking, his knowledge, his plans of the future, his personality towards his mom and family, and yes, I just love him. Crazy, I think! I made sets of criteria of the man I should love someday. And yes, girls, it’s on him. 

I even need a week to rationalize things. I was worried that my heart is taking over my body instead of my brain. I said to myself “You, weak person, how could you love someone while he was away. More than 14000 km. Then how will you ensure that this person is real, not the Artificial Intelligent?” But, hey, when Allah is planning, he will help. Most of his friends are mine and most of my friend are his. So the first person I contact was my cousin, she is his high school friends. I contacted my colleagues after and I called my friend’s friend as well. I collected data, I made hypothesis, and the result is out; I have no reason to turn him down. He is, without me realizing it, is my type, the man that I’ve been looking for.

May 2018, he asked me to be his co-pilot, his term refer to his wife. And this October 2018, me and him are celebrating a month living together as husband and wife. Happy first monthversarry, Fahmi Habibi. Sorry, I hijacked your blog. LOL.


XOXO,
Zidnie.